I'm always assuming the worst, 
but you're going on none the less 
& there's nothing to cusion your heart led fall. 
Letters from further away 
keep pulling me close to home. 
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs. 
And I know that you hope for  
longer good-byes 
embracing for forever 
and falling in your eyes. 
 
Pouring over photographs. 
I'm living in your letters. 
Breathe deeply from this envelope 
it smells like you & I can't be 
without that scent. It's filling me 
with all you mean to me. 
 
Continually failing these trials 
but you stand by me nonetheless 
& you won't let me sink 
though I'm beggin you. 
Phone calls from further away 
& messages on my machine, 
but I don't ever tell you this distance 
seems terrible. 
There is no need to test my heart, 
with useless space. 
These roads go on forever 
& so do you and I. 
 
So I'll hit the pavement  
it's gotta be better than waiting 
& pushing you far away 
cause I'm scared. 
So I'll take my chances 
& head on my way up there. 
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten. 
 
 
[Thanks to  limpbizkitlvr229@hotmail.com  for these lyrics]