seems like you just 
started noticing 
how noticably bad things really are 
and when you walked past this couple arguing 
in a rolled up window 
of a parked car 
and all of that 
gesticulated bitterness 
and all of that 
muffled yelling hell 
its dark just starts wafting at you 
like a big fury rat died 
inside of that wall kinda smell 
 
breathe like it's rolling like a cold front 
thunder is thundering and lightening in tow 
and your tiny little life gets 
even smaller 
as you heed the heaven's mighty show 
 
and I don't mean heaven 
like god-like 
the animal in me knows very well 
nature is our teacher, our leader, and our lover 
and god is just another story that we tell 
 
and you're trying not to grasp-not to start grasping 
at straws -or sticks- or stones 
just learn how to sit inside your sadness 
even if you're sitting there alone 
 
it's just like Icarus ascending 
never intending to look back 
nature's law and your tragic flaw 
I find descending 
flying into the arms of a Venus flytrap 
 
guzzle till the buzzer stops 
guzzle till the buzzer stops 
guzzle till the buzzer stops 
guzzle till the buzzer stops 
guzzle till the buzzer stops