I don't want to have to build this
I don't want to have to fit in
I don't want to have to need someone 
But I do..

I don't want to have to attract boys
I don't want to have to be here
I don't want to have to eat to fill a hole
But I do..

But it's better than nothing at all
But it's better than nothing at all

I don't want to have to be angry at you
I don't want to have to blame it on my father
I don't want to feel sick around you
But I do..

I don't want to ever fall in love
I don't want to feel so insecure
I don't want to have to write this to explain 
Still I do..

This feels better than nothing at all... 
This feels better than nothing at all...