i am a mess 
i've made a huge mess 
i can't control myself 

i kill the rhyme again 
i'm coming sick and on time again 
words manifest from deep inside where people hide within 
it's chemical unbalanced on the triple beam what 
fuck what you heard it's about what i seen 
i seen it happen back hand brand to face smackin 
definite disorder now his mindset is blackened 
the doctors say he got the brain of a murderer 
this rugged style steals your brain 

my heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass 
it's not receding and my body's going numb 
a bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high 
he don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by 
thrown away 
i want to be thrown away 

he's born sick nothing in his hands but his dick 
he couldn't handle pressure he couldn't handle shit 
for the life he was leading led him down the wrong path 
where guns blast don't give a shit about the gods wrath 
don't want to talk to the counselor doctor 
to tell'em what real to tell'em what's proper 
the situations unclear like gray and i know it gets worse everyday 

my heart is bleeding and this pain will not pass 
t's not receding and my body's going numb 
a bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high 
he don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by way
thrown away 
i want to be thrown away 

i am a mess i've made a huge mess i can't control myself 
i'm losing it i've lost it i've spilt all my marbles
aaaaahhhhh 
cause i see you inside of me sometimes i want to be thrown away 
cause i see you inside of me sometimes i want to be thrown away 
a hyper spaz and that is me sometimes i want to be thrown away 
thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away 
thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away 
voices in my head voices in my head 
don't tell me to do it cause i will noooooooooooo 
don't tell me to do it cause i will noooooooooooo 
last remain last remain last remain