Been stuck on the outside since I can't remember when  
Got up just long enough for them to beat me down again  
They crawl inside my mind hoping there to find  
Ways to be fucking with my head  
They'll never get the best of me  
I'm fighting back until I'm dead  
Cause I've been used been abused  
I've been bruised  
I've been broken  
And I'm backed up against the wall  
But my will to survive can't be stolen  
And you can't make me fall  
Half-wits and dim pundits try to ruin my good name  
Parents and therapists tell me I'm the one to blame  
They say "take it like a man" but I can't understand  
Why they won't leave me alone  
Best friends and enemies think I'd do better on my own  
When I think I can't go on just want to stay home in my bed  
The problems of this fucked up world seem to be kept up in my head  
I take a look around there's nowhere to be found  
Somewhere to justify my life  
I guess I'll try to keep on trying someday I'll get it right