with no hopes  
and my will to live  
barely a care in this world to me 
i found a way  
kidnapped and confined 
within a system designed 
to destroy the inncocent child that i use to be 
it stripped me mentally naked 
embarrassing my mommas first born 
did i deserve that kind of fate? 
Was all that was happening to me 
really written in the powerfull and allmighty book of life? 
I dont think so 
My tears would soak the pages that i write upon 
if i couldn't close the windows to my soul 
and stand strong in the midst of these storms 
Maybe my story is 
in some way or another fimilar with yours 
is that why this aint even a song  
but yet you still.. you wanna here this once more 
i play this everytime i wanna reflect from  
which ive come from 
to help me see were it is im trying to go 
and even though grandma and our sisters 
left me some time ago 
i still go by  and sit on the front porch as if  i dont even know 
but im getting better 
my mom 
my two sisters...ebony and tanya 
destiny 
man i got mikey and shocker now 
my homeboyz 
and those that love me regardless 
Diary of a sinner 
another entry 
i guess i'll finish this tomorrow 
 
 
[Thanks to  MxKid14@hotmail.com  for these lyrics]