What I excel in best 
Is my excessiveness 
Of deprecation 
I hate myself sometimes 
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach 
What's wrong with me? 
Fuck it 
 
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go 
Sumtimes I feel my self esteem is low 
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful 
Beautiful 
 
And if I wasn?t me 
I?d still just laugh at me 
And point the finger 
And blame myself as well 
I will not succumb to any of my peers 
I?m in control 
and I'm losing it 
Fuck it 
 
Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go 
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low 
Sumtimes?well at least I know sumtimes I?m beautiful 
Beautiful 
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide 
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive 
Sumtimes?well at least I know sumtimes I?ll be alright 
Be alright [x4] 
 
 
[Thanks to  shorty5569@hotmail.com  for these lyrics]