i ain't no queen of hearts, i go through stages 
i fall in love then complicate it 
yeah, you know the feeling 
w/out much hope just blind ambition 
pretending that theres nothing missing 
i always kept believing that... 
more, i thought if i had more i wouldn't get so bored 
but everything just left me empty 
love walkin in and out of my door 
wasn't good enough no more 
well i dont trust myself life really sucks and... 
 
[chorus] 
first time i did it but i didnt do it 
last time, thats when i really blew it 
this time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know... 
if i put everything i have into it 
eventually im gonna get whats good for me 
 
im just tryin to be creative 
but everyones so oppinionated 
wanna tell me what im feeling 
cuz one man's junks another's treasure 
when its done its hard to measure or keep on believing that... 
more, if only i had more, i wouldnt get so  bored 
but i know its gonna leave me empty 
life, walkin in and out of my door wasnt good enough no more 
well i dont trust myself im gonna get stuck and... 
 
[chorus] 
first time i thought it but i didnt do it 
last time, thats when i really blew it 
this time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know... 
if i put everything i have into it 
eventually im gonna get whats good for me 
 
cuz i dont want to live my life wondering if only i woulda, i shoulda, i coulda... but i didnt cuz i only blame myself 
again... 
 
first time i thought it but i didnt do it 
last time, thats when i really blew it 
so this time, this time, this time... 
if i put everything i have into it 
eventually im gonna get whats good for me 
 
[chorus] 
first time i thought it but i didnt do it 
last time, thats when i really blew it 
this time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know... 
if i put everything i have into it 
eventually im gonna get whats good for me 
 
[chorus fade til end] 
 
 
[Thanks to  Kristina1015@hotmail.com  for these lyrics]